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dream book
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of Love and Relationships

Discover What Your Dreams and Intuition
Reveal about You and Your Love Life

gillian holloway, phd


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Contents

Acknowledgments . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . vii
Introduction: How Dreams and Intuition Can Help You
Discover and Deepen Love. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ix
Chapter 1: Brilliant Sanity, Dreams, and Intuition. . . . . . . . . . . 1
Chapter 2: Your Romantic Personality Style. . . . . . . . . . . . . . 23
Chapter 3: Beliefs about Love . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 57
Chapter 4: Relationship Patterns. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 73
Chapter 5: Must-Haves and Deal Breakers. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 87
Chapter 6: Dreaming Your Future . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 95
Chapter 7: Signs of Love . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 107
Chapter 8: Warning Signs and Warning Dreams. . . . . . . . . . 133
Chapter 9: Relationship Dream Themes and Symbols. . . . . . 159
Chapter 10: Listening to Your Subconscious. . . . . . . . . . . . . 223
Conclusion. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 231
About the Author. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 235


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Acknowledgments

T

hanks to Shana Drehs of Sourcebooks for her vision and
expertise in igniting this project.
Thank you to the entire team at Sourcebooks: you are fabulous,
fun, and ahead of the curve!
Special thanks to my publicist Eleanor Van Natta for her spirit
and hard work!
Thanks to the women and men who generously shared their
dreams, stories, and passions with me over the years. Your kindness, guts, spirit, and belief in passion have deepened my faith in
life and love.
Thank you to my family, Pat, Doug, and Dev, for your support
and humor.
Thank you to Rich for your kindness and encouragement.
Thanks, as always, to my dream buddies—Tracy, Peg, Kendra,
and Norma Jean—for your ongoing brilliant sanity and huge,
huge hearts.
Thank you to Larry for keeping the Lifetreks.com website
research project on track and for generously offering technical
wizardry during critical junctures.


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Special thanks to Lea Sevey for teaching me so much about
intuition over the years and remaining my go-to resource on
the mysterious.

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Introduction
How Dreams and Intuition
Can Help You Discover
and Deepen Love

I

t is difficult knowing who is right for you and who is wasting
your time, who is trustworthy and who is unstable, unscrupulous, or even dangerous. We try to apply logic to the situation,
and that helps. But most of us in the dating world find that we are
perfectly capable of making terrible mistakes and of caring quite
deeply about someone who has few redeeming features or who just
isn’t a good fit for us.
Friends can tell you what they believe about the situation and
what they find is true for them; a therapist can tell you guidelines
about relationships in general. Family members can tell you what
they hope you will find in life.

What you need, though, is someone who knows your secrets,
your emotional nature, your history of sabotage, your fear of intimacy, and your fear of winding up alone. You need someone who
is absolutely and unreservedly on your side, who agrees that a
solid, loving relationship is worth the quest.
In the pursuit of finding and nourishing love, you should take
advantage of all the advocates, advisers, and supporters you can
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is your deeper mind. This part of your psyche takes in volumes
of information, even subtle or subliminal clues; it recognizes
patterns sometimes in an instant; and it knows and understands
your personality without judgment and the ways your quirks and
your strengths impact your style of relating and your approach
to love.
The bottom line is that the deeper mind is one of your most
accurate and potent advisers, and it tends to speak to you through
your dreams and your intuition.

H ow D reams W ork
From the 1950s through the 1970s, a psychiatrist named Montague
Ullman rocked the comfort zone of his colleagues by starting a
worldwide movement that significantly changed the way people
view their dreams. Known today as peer dreamwork, Ullman’s
technique is used to explore the feelings and potential meaning of

a dream. Before the movement, dreams were considered diagnostic tools that therapists used to reveal what types of problems their
patients might have. Ullman believed that, though dreams may be
useful in that regard, they are far more than diagnostic tools.
In a nutshell, here are his three main concepts that opened the
door to the modern exploration of how dreams work:
1. Dreams focus on the present in an attempt to make sense of
current challenges, to preserve well-being, and to process
information and stimulation. Dreams are simply the product of your mind constantly sorting through information and
stimulation, and often presenting a distilled version of events
in story form. Even when the past is woven into our dreams, it
is because the deeper mind is trying to make sense of questions
and goals we face in the present.

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2. Dreams belong to the dreamer. Anyone who remembers and
thoughtfully considers the meaning of a dream may perceive
its implications and benefit from it. There is nothing inherently clinical or dangerous about attempting to discover the
meaning in a dream.
3. Exploring dreams with friends or in a peer dream group can be
an enriching process in which mutual support and exploration
can benefit the entire group. Ullman encouraged people to
form groups to share and discuss their dreams in a thoughtful,
respectful style, so that individuals could explore their dreams

among friends and peers, draw conclusions, and consider the
implications for themselves.

Dream Vigilance: Your Threat Assessment
Ullman is also famous for a theory he called dream vigilance.
He noticed that as many as three-quarters of the dreams people
reported to him were unsettling or downright troubling. Yet the
dreamers who were telling these dreams were not unstable and
were not really in any objective trouble. He realized that the dreaming process tends to focus on threats to our happiness long before
anything bad actually happens. A part of the mind is like a watchful
sentinel in a tower, looking into the distance to see whether any
enemies or threats appear on the horizon. When Ullman tracked
the events associated with these dreams, he also found that the
dreams exaggerated the potential for threat, amplified it, and put
it into story form. If a dream predicted trouble, it was sometimes
because change was happening and there was a potential for a problem—it was not that the trouble would necessarily come to pass.
Ullman’s theory of dream vigilance has gone a long way to
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when things are going pretty well in our waking lives. This helps
explain why our dreams can contain hypothetical scenarios in the
future, often asking “What if…?” and playing out possibilities.
Our dreams often recognize potential threats long before we do
on a conscious level.

Romantic Dream Vigilance: Your Love Assessment
Your deeper mind not only is constantly scanning for threats but
also is constantly searching for intensity or change of any kind.
Your psyche registers the potential for happiness in your current
situation and gauges the degree to which any individual you know
might fit you as a romantic partner. The dreaming mind seems to
have a bias toward relationships and community—toward being
wholesomely connected with others and being fulfilled in love.
Even when romance is not consciously on your mind, it remains
a priority in your deeper mind. As a result, you will find yourself
dreaming about it. Just as a part of your mind is always looking
out for trouble, acting as an early warning system, a part of your
mind is always scanning for romance and the potential for fulfilling partnership, acting as a kind of internal matchmaker.
A NOTE OF CAUTION
The dreaming mind is highly symbolic, and we should not
take most of the elements in our dreams literally. Dreams
tend to depict our life experiences in physical terms: something happens to our body, we are hurt, we bleed, we cough
up food, we are pregnant, we try to find a toilet, or we discover a growth or parasite. People who remember dreams
frequently are all too familiar with their graphic nature.

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People who are less familiar with dreams may be shocked by

the sometimes grisly or frightening images in some of the
dreams discussed in this book. Perhaps because our interest in relationships is so central to our emotions and sense
of fulfillment, dreams that tackle the issues associated with
relationships and love are often shocking and even disturbing. When you see how the meaning of these dreams unfolds
and offers help, I hope you will learn to appreciate the gift
of this symbolic language. Startling dreams are normal, not
unusual, so do not be alarmed or dismayed by some of the
vivid dreams you will read.

T he R esearch

for T his B ook
My own work with dreams began in the late 1980s, when I was
working toward my doctorate in psychology. I began attending
peer dream groups and discovered firsthand the excitement of
sharing dreams and discovering individual insights that could benefit the entire group. In the 1990s, I began collecting dreams and
the background stories of the individuals who shared them—the
type of work they did; whether they felt stress; their age, gender, and spiritual orientation; and most important, what they felt
was the meaning of their dreams. This collection of dreams and
dreamer profiles has grown to more than thirty thousand, and the
detailed profiles have enabled me to see how certain situations in
life are associated with particular dream themes and imagery.
Dreams tend to have unique elements that are private and
special to each dreamer. It is not possible to say unequivocally
that a particular image always and only means one specific thing.
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with others who are interested in dreams and share them in an
unrushed and respectful fashion. With that said, however, we can
take advantage of the research on modern symbolism and dream
themes, and we can begin individual explorations of a dream by
considering what similar dreams have suggested to others who
observed the same theme or imagery.
For the past fifteen years, I have taught university courses on
the psychology of intuition—the study of how we detect information, process it rapidly, and come up with answers that sometimes
seem like magic. There are some theories that intuition is associated with our biological heritage, a kind of evolved survival instinct
that can save our lives and help us make uncannily good decisions.
There also seem to be styles of intuition, like personality traits,
that enable some people to be lucky at love or shrewd in business.
I’ve come to believe that everyone has intuition, which can be
strengthened and amplified to our immense advantage when we
routinely pay attention to it. If you love someone, your intuitive
antenna is tuned to his station; you cannot help but pick up on his
thoughts, his moods, and sometimes even his experiences.
When you are in danger or when you face an important crossroad in your life, your dreams open up a window to your intuitive
nature. If you take advantage of this access that nature has made
available, you will have a better chance of getting at the truth of a
situation and of making the right decision.
There is no great trick to getting in sync with your intuitive
nature. You just have to make it a practice to check in with your
intuition and then get out of your own way. In this book, I will
share with you the most effective suggestions I’ve found over the
years for maximizing your intuition to gain clarity, to understand

relationships, and to find love.

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Follow the Instincts of the Happy Hearts
In my research about dreams that have come true and about intuitive flashes that have changed lives, an experience that comes up
often is that of people finding and recognizing the person who
was to be their mate. Those who have found the love of their life
fascinate me. Like making a fortune, becoming famous, or winning an Olympic gold medal, these people beat the odds and live
happily ever after. Although there does seem to be an element
of serendipity involved in the stories of happy couples, there are
some surprising common factors as well. People who find fulfilling
partnerships and have happy marriages tend to behave in a certain way, to make certain types of decisions, and to have a certain
perspective. They used not only common sense but also their gut
instinct in choosing their partners, and they often had deliberately
prepared for love in advance of meeting their partner. We’ll look
at the experiences of these couples throughout the book.

H ow T his B ook W orks
You’ll discover that it is human nature to be able to understand
your dreams, to hear the voice of your intuition, and to make decisions that will help your relationships blossom and thrive, and this
book will show you how to do all of that.
In chapter 1, we will look at a quality called brilliant sanity, a
spontaneous flash of emotional intelligence and intuition that is

talked about in Buddhist philosophy and in many works of psychology. You’ll learn about your brilliant sanity, which bubbles up
naturally, and how to make the most of it.
In chapter 2, you will learn about your romantic style and any
tendencies you may have in relationships. We will review the types
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that your intuitive style can strengthen your awareness. Although
you may have a mixture of the styles discussed here, you will learn
how to avoid common pitfalls and feel more confident in your
decisions about relationships.
In chapter 3, we will look at common beliefs and misconceptions about love that can cause us to miss love that is right in front
of us. We’ll talk about how your dreams make these misconceptions clear and how awareness of myths can free you to experience
a more satisfying relationship.
Chapter 4 explores patterns in romantic relationships and ways
your dreams and your gut instinct can highlight repeating patterns
so that you are free to find and create the type of relationship you
truly want.
Chapter 5 explores must-haves and deal breakers, the priorities
and undesirable qualities that your dreams can make clearer.
In chapter 6 we’ll explore dreams of the future and the possibility that your dreaming mind can give you hints of what’s to come.
Chapter 7 reveals signs of love. We will look at what really happens when people meet the love of their life; the dreams, intuitions,
and impressions that people report when they find real love; and
the ways your intuition and your body can help you know what is
true for you.

In chapter 8, we’ll look at intuitive warning signs and warning
dreams associated with problem relationships, poor choices, and
threats on the horizon.
In chapter 9, you will read about common relationship dreams
and what they can tell you about your personality and about the
person you are seeing. This chapter also explores some of the most
common symbols in relationship dreams and what they say about
your real-life romance.

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In chapter 10, you will learn how to program your dreams,
setting the stage to find answers in your dreams and to better
understand a relationship. We’ll also explore the intuitive wisdom of the heart and the sensations of your body, maybe some
of your best tools for knowing when someone is being truthful,
when you have good rapport, and when a relationship has promise for the future.
**Some of the dreams and stories in the chapters that follow
have been compressed and paraphrased for reasons of clarity. To
protect privacy, some names and identifying characteristics of
individuals have been changed.


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Chapter 1
Brilliant Sanity, Dreams,
and Intuition
Your Ultimate Relationship Coach

W

ithin you is a core of wisdom that Buddhist teachers call brilliant sanity. It is an intelligence that turns toward the truth
the way a plant turns toward the sun: instinctively. This wisdom can
operate with insufficient facts, accurately assessing the future and
maintaining your sense of clarity even as you contend with situations fraught with emotion or desire. This wisdom tends not only
to perceive reality clearly but also to view yourself and others with
kindness and compassion. This doesn’t mean you operate like a psychic sponge, taking on the problems of others out of concern—you
can maintain strong, healthy boundaries and still have compassion
for others. What it does mean is that your core of brilliant sanity
tends to be kind, and part of that kindness is a loving understanding of yourself, of what you need, and of what your unique nature
requires in order to feel fulfilled in a loving relationship.
You have already encountered this trait in yourself. Think about
it: Do you sometimes sense who is calling when the phone rings, or
know just where to look for a lost item even though someone else
misplaced it? Can you sometimes find parking places by almost
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to people, to help them relax or start to open up. You may know
what is really going on with others, in a way that they miss, when
they experience a misunderstanding or a lack of communication.
The best tool you have for navigating the landscape of love, for
keeping yourself safe, for finding and nourishing the relationships
you need, is this vital instinct, this deep intelligence that appears
with flashes of brilliance: brilliant sanity.
Intuitive signals and dreams are two ways that your deeper core
of wisdom communicates and expresses itself. There is nothing
spooky about this; it is a natural part of your intelligence reflecting aspects of your experience that may not yet be at the forefront
of your awareness. In some cases, dreams and intuition appear
to be almost magic because, through them, we become aware of
information or insights that have been obscured or hidden. At
any given time, you know more than you can be aware of consciously, and your flashes of insight and your dreams demonstrate
this deeper knowing; they not only reflect what is going on in
your life but also highlight what is most important to understand
in your relationships.
If you are like many of the women in my classes, you are frustrated because you have excellent instincts about other people’s
relationships, and feel a little blind or confused about your own.
Why is it that we can be so brilliant and intuitive about some parts
of life, yet feel bewildered and cut off from our own wisdom in
other parts of life?

T he T hree B linders : I mportance , D esire ,
and F ear
When a situation is extremely important to us, we have a tendency to go blank on our instincts and to overthink the situation.

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When there is a powerful emotional component, and when there
is something in the situation that we fear as well as something
we desire, these things can clog our ability to hear our inner wisdom or understand our gut instincts. That is why when you are
talking with friends about their situations you may have excellent
instincts and a feeling that you know what is going on and how it
will play out. But when you are trying to get a sense of clarity with
a romance of your own, you may be inadvertently blocking your
core knowing because of fear, desire, and a personal investment in
the outcome.
When we deal with romance, sometimes wishful thinking,
small resentments, desperation and loneliness, or even a false
feeling of worthlessness easily confuse us. This may ignite an
urge to try to fool someone into loving us, or cause us to feel
like an imposter. Both men and women feel the stakes are high,
our feelings are hooked, and it is easy to feel we must captivate
and conceal our “flaws” in order to be loved. Of course, these
thoughts are illusions, but when we deal with fear and desire, we
tend to drift away from that core of brilliant sanity and forget not
only what we really want but also who we really are. When we
abandon the core self, for whatever reason, we also detach from
our intuition and our truth-detector.

If you have been hurt by love (and who hasn’t?), you may search
for a partner, but all the while be tracing your scars and probing
old wounds. When you meet new people, the matchmaker in your
heart may feel a flutter of hope while the district attorney in your
mind is ready to indict them for crimes they could never have
committed. I know people who strap on their bitterness when they
go out to meet someone new, like a western gunslinger buckling
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person to make one false move so they can gun him down. It is
understandable that even the most resilient among us is wary and
bruised, and that in the search for companionship we alternate
between romantic fantasies and flinty-eyed cynicism.
Despite these tendencies to approach the topic of love with
divided concerns, your instinct for happiness is still intact, and
your ability to know what is real and to do the right thing for yourself is alive and well. The brilliance at your core is always speaking
to you through your dreams and your subtle intuitions. If you slow
down and listen, you will often find that you already know what is
true about a situation and that you already know how you really
feel about someone.

F lashes

of K nowing

Rachel met a man at a party and instantly identified him as the
person who had been stalking her with obscene phone calls. She
had shaken his hand because he was a friend of a friend, and in a
second, it flashed through her mind that he was the one. Another
woman, Rebecca, saw the shoulder of a man she did not know
at a party and knew in a second that this was the man she would
marry. These flashes of knowing arise from our intuition; our
brilliant sanity recognizes them as things that are crucial for us
to know.
Everyone has this capacity, and one of the best ways to have it
function well in our lives is to discuss it and pay attention to it.
Flashes of knowing also are the part of you that lets you know when
you need to slow down, take a breath, and get back to your center
if you have been racing at high speed for too long. In relationships, this coming back to your center is critical for understanding
another person and for making decisions with confidence.

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Research into intuition suggests that our first impressions
are quite often accurate, yet many of us have a difficult time
accepting the wave of knowing that rises from within. I’ve
talked to some folks who have experienced miserable marriages,
and they have told me that they knew as they walked down the
aisle that they were making a terrible mistake. They argued

with themselves that the sense of dread they felt was simply a
case of cold feet, not to be taken seriously. They told themselves they had to be mature, to make a commitment, to keep
a bargain they didn’t really want, when some knowledge of the
heart said, “Don’t.”

T he T aboo

of the S ubjective
For whatever reason, it almost seems as if we were brainwashed
to discount our core of instincts, intuition, and brilliant sanity.
Perhaps in our love affair with technology and science, our worship of facts and discoveries, we have become doubtful of information that presents itself through subjective awareness. Whatever
the reason, it takes boldness to listen to your personal wisdom, to
give it credence, to follow the warning in your gut or attend to the
thought that flashes across your mind.
Many of us, myself included, try to argue with our feelings of
fear, almost scolding ourselves if we feel doubtful about someone
or if we feel reluctant to place ourselves at risk. It seems at times
that we feel we are breaking an unspoken rule if we choose to
listen to what we know and honor what is true for us. Those of us
who choose to become better acquainted with the brilliance that
lives inside of us must be ready to break through the taboo that we
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T he M yth

of

R easonableness

Cathy’s Story
Years ago, a client of mine took a temporary job that placed her in
the company of a man she had once been engaged to marry. Ryan
was powerful, attractive, sensual, and obsessive. Cathy had broken
off their engagement when Ryan’s behavior had become suffocating and exhausting. He had not exactly stalked her afterward, but
he had made it clear that he was not giving up on her. She had
stayed clear of him for a year and felt safe that that chapter of
her life was behind her and that they had both moved on. When
her boss placed her on assignment in Ryan’s company, Cathy had
the option of refusing the placement, but she didn’t really think
that was necessary, even though she had a dragging feeling in the
pit of her stomach. Whenever doubts occurred, she would argue
with herself in a bracing way and insist to herself that they would
merely have a professional relationship.
Yet it was soon apparent that the chemistry between them was
far from gone. Whenever they were together, there was a charge
in the room like ozone in the air before a lightning storm. Cathy
noticed people glancing back and forth between them, assessing
the drama beneath the surface. At that point, she began to experience a division in herself. (When you feel divided, split down the
middle, or awash with feelings that don’t match your thoughts, it
can be a sign that brilliant sanity is battling with the prerecorded
message to be reasonable.)
Cathy felt depressed and tired, physically dragged down, and
she was having difficulty concentrating. But she was also feeling flattered by Ryan’s attentions. He was the dominant male in
their work environment, the big boss, and he was attractive and

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